[Saturday July 23rd, 2005 ] drink. smoke. bulimic. sexually active. self-harm. lonely. wow. no words can describe me better eh. im awesome. Comment (3)

[Thursday July 21st, 2005 ] [ mood | depressed ] My life is back. Can't believe it. I'm back into being a sad depressed cunt. I hate this. Where did all my happiness go? I was satisfied with my life. I was starting to love it. But now I'm a miserable spoilt bitch. I can't seem to learn that I can't always have what I want. I can't seem to learn to stop being a burden on other people. I'm tired of being like this. I'm on my way to self-destruction and it doesnt seem to make me feel better either. I need to realise that I need to get over it. I need to start thinking about other people. I need to stop acting like I own the world just because I'm down. But no, I can't just get over it like that. Easier said than done eh?

[Monday July 18th, 2005 ] Can't believe how much of a poof I sounded. I fucking hate myself. I fucking hate myself for keep on changing my thoughts on things. It's useless. I can't depend on me anymore, not that I ever did. Can I just say, falling in love hurts like shit.. *to be continued*

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